Diary for to day

I've ruined there is no hope for me to get back to you I may still have hope. and God save it for me. I hope to go forward, thinking about the future. with my age is young. he might be successful with his choice so did i. I'm just going to ask and beg God, in order to give me more than your mate. I was wrong, why did I give it to you first. I can only regret it. everything is gone now., I just focus on my goal targets for the future. I'm not going to thank you. I also would not like to apologies to you. I just do not want to keep you longer in: my heart my mind and my life. I was not trying to forget you, because the more forgotten you, it will only make me more and remember you. i., I just do not want to know about you. God., With good intentions in my heart .
I hope., You listen my prayer.
Aamiin Yaa Robbalaalmiin.